




Monday, July 6, 2009
Hi pepz,i decide to write a story instead of posting my life..,i will only post if got something interesting,in replace will be a poem or story :>,btw i am not a good story writer,only have a good imagination
this story have no relation to any other story,thought the picture and title is taken from legend of mana,credits to them,something i thought of in my free time while listening to some songs :>
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It was not long after the boy started to taste bitterness,to bask in anger and letting his rage seethe.He did not dare to present these emotions to his family nor his friends.However when night falls,he wander out into the streets and cause destruction.This continued for many years,until the boy was put down and sent for discipline.He is not cruel or violent by nature,but his reasons are thought to be weird by others.He told the councilors "I want to fill the emptiness I felt in my heart.When i raise my fist against others,I felt ease inside".The councilors are shocked and surprised,of how this boy truly felt.His household was called.However,thank the stars that only his maid who have raised him since birth is around.She answered the phone and through her tears,she agreed to help the councilors teach the boy about values of life.
The boy was able to understand.Within two weeks,he understood kindness,compassion and empathy.He no longer live to fight,instead he channel the way to fill the void in his heart.He started to lust after materialistic gains.It was not as effective but it definitely worked.He displayed unequaled compassion to all,and his parents felt that something in their son have changed for the better.They set their mind at ease,though he is incomplete,at least he will slowly understand.
Many years past,the boy lived a good life.He relied on himself for everything he needed.He understood brother loyalty,friendship and many other good traits.Many girls had past by in his life,however none of them are able to fill that final missing puzzle piece in his heart.His parents thought it will be impossible for him,for he does not love.Soon,he entered the next phase of his life.He is only a young adult,however his face seems to be seasoned with burden.His friends told him "your eyes masked a emptiness beneath that sad glow".Though he understands,he cant change for he does not know its origin.
One day,during a small gathering.The boy walked with his friends along side him,he wanted to know everyone around.It was not long until he met a girl.As if on instinct,the boy displayed unparalleled kindness and gentleness.However deep inside,he was disgusted by the girl for no rhyme or reason.The boy was afraid.He was afraid he would be succumb towards his dark ego.He quickly shook aside all thoughts and pretended nothing had happened.
As if fate would not allow him to recover,he met the girl not once,not twice but every single turn he make would bring her to his sight.He moans in despair and refuse to let any negative emotions fill him.Over time,he tried his best to interact with the girl.Slowly,he start to like her more.Through her speech and actions,he slowly learn the girl is kind and true to all.Not one ounce of her was deceit.He asked from advice from his close friends.To him,the feeling was new.His friends laughed at his foolishness "perhaps love?" they replied.
The boy was surprised.For the first time in his life,he felt love.None of the other woman he been with made him felt this way.He could definitely get use to this feeling he thought silently.Throwing away his reasoning and consciousness of how he acted,he decide to know the girl even more.They went out,they played and spent most of their time together.Everyone could see they had become the best of friends.One night,after a day of fun.The girl caught sight of the boy's eyes and said "your eyes look very sad",the boy look to the sky and smiled in silent.
Some time passed and the boy decided to stop holding back.Every moment that pass without her is choking him.Every second without her presence made him felt afraid.He decide to confess his love.However,fate was not so kind as to let him off this easily.The girl rejected him.In this moment,the boy felt the same anger in him years ago.However it was heavier and it weigh even his body down.His heart wept.He carried his legs and ran away.Unable to bear the pain within his body any longer,he cried.His tears flowed without end and was soon consumed by the heavens that cried along with him.He wished he never knew love,for it took him to great heights and plummet him to the ground.After that time,the girl no longer heard from the boy.He is around still,but had already forgotten about him.They lived separate lives that would soon have its fates intertwined once more.
The seasons came and gone by.The boy was still lost,sad and broken.He dared not unlock his heart any more to anyone and he pushed away all who tried to pry it open.The girl was living her life,healthy and well.She had a boyfriend and was filled with happiness.Everyday she lives well,the boy would suffer.Like a trade of happiness and sadness with god as the banker.
A day came,with the sun glaring down upon the land.As if to signify the beginning of a tragedy.True enough,the girl could no longer see.Her sight have been robbed away by an accident.A car crash and her eyes stabbed by a glass.Alas,her luck decreed both eyes shall be blind.Her boyfriend refused to waste his time around a girl who is dependent on others for the rest of her life,he left her.Just as how the boy once suffered,she now felt similar pain as the boy did.However this time,the sky did not cry along with her.
A few days passed,the girl had a caretaker.She knew it was a man,however she could not recognize it.But she know some time ago,someone gave her the same feeling.A warm comforting feeling that made her felt safe.His actions were hesitant,yet gentle.He fear he would break the girl before him like how he did to her boyfriend the same day he left her.He was afraid he will bath in that hate and anger.However relief swept him when he looked at her,he still knew he loved her.But he knew,they are already separated on different worlds.What his heart wants to say once more would not reach the girl.The world of darkness and world of light.He wished he could talk to her,let her recognize his voice.However,he fear he would be pushed away.By then,he would even be allowed to care for her.
The girl was slowly learning to understand being a blind is not so bad.She slowly learns how to be independent.However during the night,she will still cry alone with the boy looking at her with a sharp pain in his heart to see her suffering.The same scene repeated every night.Finally the boy could no longer take it.He walked to her side,placed his hand on her hand and whispered into her ear "you need not suffer any longer...".The girl was surprised that someone was close by and by the voice,she could not recognize it.Who could blame her,its been far too long since she heard it.She did not understand the meaning of those words.
Soon after,the girl recovered.Someone had donated his eyes to aid the girl.The girl opened her eyes and could see the world once more.The doctor presented to her a bouquet with a card that said "Do not suffer anymore in your life,smile for tomorrow that is to come".The girl smiled and thanked the doctor.However the doctor shook his head and said someone send it to her.The girl was puzzled but did not placed much thought to it.
She returned to school after a few days.Meeting her friends once more and live her life well again.All her companions including the boy's friend came to congratulate her for her recovery.When the boy's friend saw her eyes,they said with a sad voice "those eyes still carries the same sad glow,but this time with happiness underneath".At once,the girl remembered the boy who confess to her.She ask all of them whether they knew his location.They shook their heads with a sad smile.She returned home and asked her parents about the donater of the eyes.They replied "It belongs to a boy,he is a nice gentleman".The girl was stricken with fear,she quickly grabbed a mirror and look into it.She remembered these eyes from somewhere.During a night,she saw them.Those sad glow that emitted from them is very familiar.
She suddenly remembered the boy who had them.She grabbed her belonging and ran to the hospital,asking where the boy who donated his eyes is.The doctor could not reveal his location due to the policy of the hospital.The girl pleaded and begged.Finally the doctor gave in and replied "In your place..".The girl understood and went to the ward she once been in.From the door she peeked into the room.On the bed,the boy sat,facing the window.The girl fall to the ground,guilt-stricken and heart-broken.The boy is now suffering,in her place.Within her,she had already fallen in love with the one who given her the most care in her darkest moment.She walked to his side and called his name.The boy was surprised to hear her voice and asked that she leave immediately.He would not have her look at him in such a state.He called the nurse to send the girl out.She cried and plead to let her stay but the boy would not have her suffer by his side.
Every morning,the girl would go to the hospital and take care of the boy without saying a word.Like what the boy once did.The boy passed his day,now with a smile.Thinking the girl is living well now.While the girl too with a smile,is simply contented to take care of the boy and look at him each day.However,right now.They are two lovers,separated by different world darkness and light.Each knowing the other's heart,but can no longer reach one another.Star crossed lovers.
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Gimme your thoughts,and forgive me for the grammer etc etc,if someone will help me correct them would be good
Placed this here @ 4:12 AM
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